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New updated message: This site is very old and my personal conditions changed a lot.
Today i am slowly back where i started and i choose not to delete this outdated site still.
I am not in the mood to explain now what made the changes in my life.
That story is too long now for here.

For my former library which is not any more existing in my home:

former library

16 oktober 2019 i wrote this.
Paul

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BLISS in SILENCE IS ... a desire rises and solves in its own completeness ... AGAIN BLISS in SILENCE IS ...

Blissiness Website: 23 december 1997 until Now - Paul Spauwen


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When you see that all there is is space-energy, space and energy, wherein all manifestations happen arise, be, disappear and nothing more exists - is left
then you become silence and wonder.

Similarly, the same way the consciousness space where thoughts manifest themselves.
This is the whole story space and energy in the humanlike illusion of time seen.

Paul on Carbonmade with photo's

Now it s clear: energy and space or energyspace is all there is. Where there is no energyspace there is nothing.
Time is an handy illusion to the moving content in the space of the mind of human beings to get the idea of coming up and disappearing of
all manifestations where upon life is happening...
Am glad to tell here about the Naturalistic Spirituality where in science and spirituality crossover and work together for the sake of Earth in the universe.

To the websites about Oneness SpaceEnergy youareoneness.com in Dutch Jijbestaatniet.nl SpaceEnergy my space on facebook

 

Blissiness is the mark on the whole of internet: unique created by Paul Spauwen Blissiness to find all things related in Google So google once on 'blissiness':)

Short intro this website *** *** ***You can Message - online write - guestbook *** *** *** *** *** *** blissiness.nl Dutch partially *** *** *** Library on line:) Blissiness library

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It is said that Lao tse would wander to another country, but before he leave his country he was asked to write down his contributions for the people in his [former] country.
After that he may wander to another country. Really he stay unknown and thats the way he liked it.

In this time one do not need to wander to an other country. Internet is all countries.
Therefore one leave words on the Internet.
And the one who find them can read them.
The one who read them and understand them, will be like timelessness pure consciousness full of space for all there is.
It is like being on the top of a mountain: one can see all beneath.
And knowing the way to the top is all there is.

It is too like water running from the top of a mountain to the sea,
changing form by the sunheat and returning to the top of the mountain.
Therefore water knows all places and dare to be the lowest place as even the highest and all in between.
Be like water and one will know it. Accept what is happening and discover what it means.

Therefore the Tao can not be said, just like the Way cannot be told for each of all it is different and the same together.

As Lao tse could write now on the Internet in his place, July 2012.



Backyarden 4 july 2012, the place to be referring to all places once been:)

Identification:

Time to time one feels many different emotions: good ones, bad ones, neutral ones.
The strangest thing is to forget the distance between them in non-identificating being, most of time the depressions are connected ones.
That means in a depression, one forget to see the distances between conscious being and the being of the depression.
One has to learn to become free of the identifications, and most of all: identification with depression.
Guess this is often difficult, still too depression comes and goes like all other things.

*** reality is as such

On work:

Work is love made visible.

And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste,

it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy.

Khalil Gibran - Kahlil Gibran

Sure, as work can be visible love, it is creating, creativity itsself,

There is no doer in it.

Instead it is a manifestation of Being in consciousness self.



Once...

Sleeping still being in a dream, waking up in another dream, still knowing being the dreamer who is dreaming.

Before and beyond and in between is the real witness, wondering why all these dreams happen.

Accepting the dreams and reality outside the dreams as they are.

What else to do then that.

Maybe there is nothing more to say about all once.


Sure in life all peaks are short moments in time seen.

The flat moments are most of time more the real ones.

Why clinging to that peaks as they even are just lost memories once?

The eternal has much patience, just reaching out to it, not happens.


The world is the space of the Magic

Beyond the world is the space of the Mystic

Due from the mind, there is much suffering next pleasure

Without mind, there is lesser, but there is more equanimity and a cool bliss

Overcoming the world, is just overcoming all senses
The world is nothing more as the senses let come in
So far beyond senses is what stays
It is nothing to fear for
It is the only true reality


There is nothing lasting in the only lasting thing: 'changing of all there is'.

Even ups and downs do not last and come and go.

What lasts is the awareness in which all changes happen.

So do not bother to much about things which not last at all.

Just be awareness and aware of.

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Vision is Mind. <<<>>> note: with [your] vision seeing there is mind full of thoughts

Mind is Empty. <<<>>> note: just the real Mind is as space just space and no more then emptiness for potentials

Emptiness is Clear Light. <<>>> note: clear is like the aspect empty spatious and light refers to its quality of self-awareness, or clarity.

Clear Light is Union. <<<>>> note: in the sense that the two clear and light are not separate: Clarity is simply the experience of emptiness.

Union is Great Bliss. <<<>>> note: All obstacles which you kept from deeply connectedness with your self, you are released from.


From Tenzin Wangyal's Book: Tibetan Yogas of Body, Speech and Mind: >>> the Fivefold Teachings of Dawa Gyaltsen <<<


Golden light meditation *** Heart meditation of Athisha











Thoughts are like clouds: coming and leaving and sometimes the sky is just blue and clear and between thoughts happens the same.

That blue sky like tao, rigpa, kunzhi, ingrond, space without a name... is what we are really.



Looking in the right way.

Where from come this thoughts, this movements?
For instance like feeling miserable or feeling good? and many many more...

All the way turn around and look where they coming from.

Is there another space to find, then stay in that space.

That space is the space of no thoughts pure open full of emptyness and always ready to encounter newer thoughts.

Thoughts are sometimes usefull in life and then use them.
Otherway leave them and consider where they come from and leave.

Wonder that all arrow to the space before beyond thoughts.

Before and beyond thoughts thats the real 'you' pure awareness without a name, unsayable, wordless, thoughtless full of potential possibillities as like in quantum mechanica.

In this unnamed space happens all there is.



























How many possibillities can enter here just as like quantummechanica shows all the way... only a field of possibillities




































-- witnessing just looking to the moves, movements in consciousness and awareness of the continous endless space inside >before after and during< the moves motions --
-- The gaps openings in between the 'noise' of movements widen and widen sometimes complete silence IS, the silence one basically is, continuous waiting for being aware.. --


Because this site lives in a certain way seeing, its topspace is always in a sure way 'changing'.... for the one who enters this space not here before.
Exploring enjoying reading experience in daily being the books that come to me in an not to understandable way by itsself: not logical just as a meeting.
Then the thoughts raising and come from the awareness conscious space inside and stream in the computer to this space place on the web.
Whatelse way do they come, even interfere or not interfere, still they happen.


Enjoying a new book: written by Adyashanti 'Falling into grace' translated in Dutch as title 'Genade', on page 46 to 52, is clear described
what is real about we i you etcetera think to be. Not as usual, just a whole other point of view insight what real is as talking
about an i or an you or an invidual being in the contrary of oneness and unseparateness being awareness(ess) |read not in pluralis,
just single all-in-oneness as simple description. When clearly is seen the thoughts are all imagination and just 5 seconds without imagination
are enough to see that without thoughts, only space silence is what 'we' are even without past and future only eternal now,
MAYBE THEN 'we' can stop that clinging to 'thoughts.READ.images.of.what.we.not.really.are' in our mind: pictures, images etcetera. And then free from all suffering from this images.
"WHAT WE THINK WE ARE IS PURE IMAGINATION, every moment changes that thought IMAGINATION and a lot of free SPACE IS BETWEEN every new IMAGINATION we think we are: THAT FREE SILENT SPACE IS WHAT WE ARE ALL THE TIME, EVEN during and behind the IMAGINATIONS-THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!
We are murdering our lives with imaginations-thoughts when we cling to such temporary objects in our awareness consciousness as where they steady and real time objects. What a waste of that TOOL we need as MIND computing with were this mind has its purpose and is "computing".
Giving some circumstances no one needs computing: seeing a beautifull sunset or fall, being in love, being orgasmic, walking through nature etcetera.

We are spatious awareness itsself free from thoughts if we wish to let the thoughts the thoughts and take holiday in spatious silent awareness conscious.
Its a possible free choice for all when understood and experienced once which can make free of almost all sufferings at least a great deal of them.


Deepak Chopra does not use the word 'thoughts' anymore...

@Zen_Moments: "Everything that you call the world, is a sensation inside yourself." ~ Deepak Chopra

The one really rich, has a natural richness in awareness, maybe no more hankering for material richness and seeing the poverty behind it.
This richness is permanent and absolute, not bound at place, time, wishes and all other possible thinkable mindcontents.
This one being one without a second. This one knows no difference between live and death because all is in oneness.
This one is always here and now, because knowing there and another time not exists as only in mind.
This one exists as pure awareness conscious pure awareness living no [read empty] mind wise, mind as tool switched out, carefully filled with full awareness [see the difference in this manner(s) of being].

It's Time To Wake Up - We Are All One...



about Room to Read: Books and room for worldchildren *** Eternity *** Love is the source of all

Today 27 okt 2011, making a tryout with a video speech in front of the website; it is still a probe to see if possible being well understandable:)



video's on another webpage


Blissiness is created with bliss and busy with makes blissiness. It is the mark into internet for the websitecreator, former librarian:).

Blissiness rooted in bliss meaning not excited not the other side of excited, just in the neutral
midst. Blissiness rooted in being busy and disappearing in, there is no doer and object, just a verb like there is only
"singing", 'doing', 'creating' and so on '...... ing'. A realized way being without ego, just clear consciousness itsself, not
the content of it thats something else. A realized one has no ego left and abide as pure consciousness. Its hard to tell,
explain, just one knows as experience or not. The easiest way to explain is that one in the most difficult situations
experience to be without ego just listening as pure consciousness with no interferention of mind itsself: sure this is not easy.
Many realized let see that it happen in the world today.

Backyard summer 2011 with garden full of lavender and fruits-tree's; a small greenhouse for 3 lemontrees and some tomatoes.
This is one of the oldest performance in being alife as young boy:)




When thoughts arise, then do all things arise. When thoughts vanish, then do all things vanish.

Huang Po

What a nice fellow:) sure

Together with Ramana Maharshi's quote it is clear and all telling:

"There is neither creation nor destruction,
Neither destiny nor free-will;
Neither path nor achievement;
This is the final truth."

Ramana Maharshi

Bliss

...Bliss is not something to be got.
On the other hand you are always Bliss.
This desire [for Bliss] is born of the sense of incompleteness.
To whom is this sense of incompleteness?
Enquire. In deep sleep you were blissful.
Now you are not so.
What has interposed between that Bliss and this non-bliss?
It is the ego.
Seek its source and find you are Bliss.

Ramana Maharshi


Being withouth desire makes the natural state undiscovered, like when coming in life with a body and after that when the body goes to dust once.

Why not being aeternally in that natural state and leaving the desire behind.
Probably that is only possible when it is seen once and the stupidity of desire after desire after desire lost in itsself many times fullfillednesses...
Exercise makes perfect maybe otherwise becoming tired of desire.
Longing for desirelessness as last unfullfilled desire and looking at this desire as not to be fullfilled and accepting what is and what happens.
Nonduality is helping maybe for the one who like that.

When desire stops - and carefully attention: i do not say you have to stop desire - when desire stops, you are for the first at home, peacefull, quiet, happy,
and for the first time is the life there for you, and are you there for the life.
In fact disappears the separation between you and life, and this state of being not separated , non separation, is the state of godliness...

Booktitle: "Nirvana The Last Nightmare" or translated "Zen en de religieuze ongelovige" : over het herkennen van nirvana als de laatste nachtmerrie, en het nemen van deze horde op de weg die geen weg is.

Als verlangen ophoudt - en onthoud goed, ik zeg niet dat je moet stoppen - als verlangen ophoudt, ben je voor het eerst thuis, vredig,rustig, gelukkig, en voor het eerst staat het leven te ter beschikking en ben jij beschikbaar voor het leven, en deze toestand van niet gescheiden zijn is de staat van het goddelijke

Blissiness worldwide mobile entrance from every place on the earth:) <<<>>> messageboard respons possibility

The Atma Pooja Upanishad sutras are very beautifull while they let see what all of us really can feel experience in a way diverse as the biggest and smallest things in the Universe: Life itself in stars and atoms.
Like to start the site with this beautifull: and all is Consciousness.
In the end is a link to more information to become behind further.

The sutras from the Atma Pooja Upanishad: worship of the self


1 Aum. Meditation is the constant contemplation of That.

2 Cessation of the cause of all actions is aawa-hanam - the invocation.

3 Nonwavering knowing is asana - the posture.

4 The upward flow of the mind is padyam - the water for the divine worship.

5 Mind constantly arrowed toward That is arghya - the offering.

6 To be centered constantly in the inner illumination and in the infinite inner nectar is snaanam - the preparatory bath for the worship .

7 The feeling of That everywhere is gandha - the only fragrance.

8 To be established in one's own witnessing nature is akshat - the unpolished and unbroken rice used for the worship.

9 To be filled with consciousness is pushpam - the flowers of worship.

10 To create the fire of awareness in one's self is dhoop - the incense.

11 To be established in the sun of awareness is the only lamp.

12 Accumulation of the nectar of the inner full moon is naiveddya - the food offering.

13 Stillness is pradakshina - the movement around That for worship.

14 The feeling I am That - So-aham - is the salutation.

15 Silence is the prayer.


16 Total contentment is visjaran - the dispersion of the worship ritual. One who understands so is an enlightened one.

17 I am that absolutely pure brahman: to realize this is the attainment of liberation.

Thus ends the Upanishad.

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the dispersion [dissolve - oplossen]
The Self is the Universal Self, the self is the individual self in the response into the two books about the Atma Pooja Upanishad.

Some explanation added to this sutras and the origine in two books.

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Nowhere to go, also going nowhere:) I am pretty empty after this 2010 and nothing is left before 2011 is coming soon:)
The photo is on the stony road driving through the French Alps near Strada del Colle delle Finestre 24 july 2010.

Still working on the pages because of change of webspaces 15 jan 2011 is done.

Added 17 august 2010 the 1819 photo's taken on the Motorbike trip to The French Alps and more...

It took 8 years and 50.000 kilometers in all various remarquable places i could find in the Netherlands, before making this 4.251 kilometers long trip to France [-Italy San Remo].
The writings along the pictures are in Dutch; still the pictures-photo's speak their own language:) so just look at them if you like it:)

From 22 july to 6 august 2010 first motorbiketrip outside The Netherlands



Here on a day 25th july 2010 in the noon, descending from col de la Bonnette straight down via an very rough stony "road" to seemingly nowhere, because if there is a 2 way and no signs, i will be lost in the mountains:)

Added 4 july 2010:
Reading 2 books with a dvd in it.

One about the meaning of life: as destiny, freedom and the soul, the other about fame, fortune and ambition.
The dvd's were undertitled lucky, because of the bad hearing, i could read and follow the voice.

I tell short we are all in a waiting room and what we brought in, we take with us on the depart. [earth is the waiting room now and 70 years in time].
So nothing 'belongs' really as possession to us and the whole word 'possession' is false in fact.
The most important is naturally our pure consciousness we take with us all our life.

The other is that all our succes shows our failure.
The book dvd tells a lot about what success means in reality and let see the price paid for it.
And some other quests are too included.


The books too are like earlier written ideas.
The right way of living is like being born every inhalation and dying every exhalation.
Simply: always fresh starting without burdens of past and open for future blanco.

So forget all you 'learned' because new situations use new approaches again.
To stay static is deadlike in this too.
Intelligent living is fresh living as to say never holding the old things in new times and situations.
Not one single second one is the same and that is too for all things u can describe and think about.

Innocent and clarity are the same, innocent means not burdened by the past, not wearing old stuff that takes a lot energy away.
Innocent means too courage to encounter the unknown and brand new paths as to say so.
So Start at least every day REALLY new born!!! [forget the Past by leaving it REALLY behind].
Nothing is the same really every moment a new.
In the very end you have to leave all behind too: fame, possessions, name, ambition etc.

Added: factual memory is ok and like telling about as of another one's story's; psyschological memory is like a burden, taking much energy.
Not wearing a past is better for an intelligent fresh living one: situations change, so well acting change too.
Being static will be a hindrance in this.

Until here this small contribution.


"All that we are is the result of what we have thought.
If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him.
If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought,
happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him. "

Boeddha


Silence: a small gap to empty now and open for another fresh one...


"Many people are afraid to empty their minds lest they may plunge into the void. They do not know that their own mind IS the void."

Once again in a little other words:)

"People are scared to empty their minds
fearing that they will be engulfed by the void.
What they don?t realize is that
their own mind IS the void."

And actually we know that all: emptying our head, our mind there is space for a lot other things again, so hold "nothing" and release 'everything' steady and steady.

Quotes Huang Po

Huang Po

?When thoughts arise, then do all things arise. When thoughts vanish, then do all things vanish.?

Huang Po

What a nice fellow:)

Together with Ramana Maharshi's quote it is clear and all telling:

"There is neither creation nor destruction,
Neither destiny nor free-will;
Neither path nor achievement;
This is the final truth."

Ramana Maharshi

Bliss

?...Bliss is not something to be got.
On the other hand you are always Bliss.
This desire [for Bliss] is born of the sense of incompleteness.
To whom is this sense of incompleteness?
Enquire. In deep sleep you were blissful.
Now you are not so.
What has interposed between that Bliss and this non-bliss?
It is the ego.
Seek its source and find you are Bliss.

Ramana Maharshi


So all following after this is for if you want to read some more here:)


Time is non existing, eternity is a timeless space

Now is a steady thought everywhere.
Yesterday, the Past is non existing and just thoughts, which take you out the Now.
Tomorrow, the Future is non existing and just thoughts, which take you out the Now.
Leaving the Now, Past and Future, is leaving Time and Space, still all the senses are aware.
Consciousness aware being is all there is.
Duality is a dream and non existing.
Separateness of an "i", is too a dream and non existing.

Seeing this play role in the world's circus.
Do'nt attach and identify to much to strong with all the events, emotions, material outer world.
Do'nt forget what you really are: conscious awareness just being.
It is for a 'while' in material form: the body and after that without body staying in what was before and during and after as timeless eternity.

PS: Our year zero is artificial connected with a Jesus Christ living conscious individual, and not with the 'lifetime' of our UNIVERSE!!!
It is more or less usefull in daily living in our agenda: willing to do list.

Chat here
*** Paul's individual homepage *** Blissiness homepage *** Motor homepage *** A list of webspaces *** Journal writings *** Blissiness's library: books *** Survey list Urls "index.html" [this website] *** Survey list Urls "index.html" partial Dutch site

Straight to Part Two - older content *** Straight to Part One - oldest content-links with too The 2 Books The Ultimate Alchemy 1 and 2: Talks on the ATMA POOJA Upanishad - the sutra's
or choose Just starting now - Part Three - newer content : added the last years of reading and reviewing and writing after 'consuming' and 'chewing' all recognised 'area's'

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Blissiness meaning being passionate Bliss & "I" & busy: and called by my father and mother once Paul W. M. Spauwen

So blissiness is everyone who "disappears" in being passionate busy in some... action, maybe even non action a while.

Once a diamond is polished, it can not be destroyed into rough material any more...; the rough side is hidden inside permanent:)
A lot of energy is necessary to find the rough side back:); the diamond has to shine after once polished:).
Once a individuum is turned to the positive , it is not easy to turn to the negative:)
Once you 'know' , you can't do as a 'not knower':).
It is rather difficult to cheer you up as visitor to look and read this webspace; to seduce you in a sure 'existential way'.
Just look carefully to the links and look where you want to go for a seeing or reading:)

It took over nine years to be busy with BUILDING this Huge amount in the webspace; the oldest is hidden far in the end now:)
Its rather working hard to find out where the start was once:); the newest is in the first huge pages now:) Warned:) you are as reader:)

Meeting is being in love




Homepage by Paul W.M. Spauwen



Paul W.M. Spauwen and my brother Henry G.B.M. Spauwen Memorial 19 aug. 2008 rest in eternal peace now

We are connected by our youth and being busy with small motorbikes, bigger ones and cars during our early days.



Longing for desirelessness.


Bliss that always is inside from birth to dead of the body...

Yes, when you made once many faults, you could learn a lot.

If you really wanna be free and loose and released from all dualities and antagonisms, which turn to be not real antagonisms,

however complementary additional possibilities,

you need to see that all once clear and loose all and release all.

As it were everything to reset as were you new born and now free continuing and

NOT identifying longer with the things which rise in your consciousness and to go free-ed further in great trust.

All apparitions in your conscience simply let come, see for what they are REAL and seeing them not as permanent, but as impermanent - always -

and always indefinitely "changing" and to release from and let go "ALL".

It is a large game of concepts and everything are illusions eventual.

YOU DECIDE ALWAYS WHETHER TO HOLD THEM OR TO RELEASE THEM!!!

We want in fact rest and riddance of everything?

What permanent captivating is, comes float automatically above in the time flow of what we call ' life and living':

it is a question of time and space in which it happens once and possibly endurance and some patience?

The writer of this homepage:)

So its up to you to read more of this written memories and seeing it as usefull or nonsense...

It depends om me if i longer want to to suffer or release from suffering by seeing the roots of suffering and cutting that roots off.

Live is suffering.
Seeing the roots of suffering is half the way to end suffering.
Live is too love in the end.

Boedha





Ramana Maharshi

There is neither creation nor destruction, neither destiny nor free will, neither path nor achievement. This is the final truth.

Ramana


Seeing that you are nothing is wisdom, seeing that you are all, is love - Zien dat je niets bent is wijsheid, zien dat je alles bent is liefde.




Nisargadatta Maharaj

In next order the pictures of: Ramana Maharshi, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Pappaij-Poonja, Ramesh S. Balsekar, Alexander Smit and the others.

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The Dalai Lama Tenzin Wangyal


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There is neither creation nor destruction,
neither destiny nor free will, neither
path nor achievement.
This is the final truth.


quote from page 120 in the Photo and text book:

The essential teachings of RAMANA MAHARSHI: a visual Journey

Ramana Maharshi spiritual wisdom is guiding milions of people." -- The Dalai Lama --

ISBN [international Standard Book Number ] 1-878019-18-X
second revised edition 2003
Library of Congress Catalog Card Number: 2001092491
Inner Directions Publishing see www.InnerDirections.org

Talks with Ramana Maharshi [pdf-file]

Zhine Tibetan dream yoga

Too i like to mention first of all people the Vietnamese Thich Nath Hanh who lives today in France.

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Once a diamond is polished, it can not be destroyed into rough material any more...; the rough side is hidden inside permanent:)
A lot of energy is necessary to find the rough side back:); the diamond has to shine after once polished:).
Once a individuum is turned to the positive , it is not easy to turn to the negative:)
Once you 'know' , you can't do as a 'not knower':).
It is rather difficult to cheer you up as visitor to look and read this webspace; to seduce you in a sure 'existential way'.
Just look carefully to the links and look where you want to go for a seeing or reading:)

It took over nine years to be busy with BUILDING this Huge amount in the webspace; the oldest is hidden far in the end now:)
Its rather working hard to find out where the start was once:); the newest is in the first huge pages now:) Warned:) you are as reader:)

Meeting is being in love

Vriendstappers en MVlifers If need in speed:) Email:blissiness@gmail.com


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BLISS in SILENCE IS ... a desire rises and solves in its own completeness ... AGAIN BLISS in SILENCE IS ...BLISSINESS:)


Blissiness is an add of two concepts: 'bliss experienced from the inside' and 'busy with:)'; a bussiness in bliss:).

Neither eyes can see what the tongue tastes, nor mind can think what the heart feels, so the heart brings light in the mind as a candle brings light in darkness. As ears hear all the sounds and words while the heart is the great performer for and in understanding their meanings.

The old 'morality', based on the testimonials of the patriarchal society of the last 2000 years in West-Europe, is for learning from.
Their fixed fundamentalist dogmatic rules and laws have moment to moment alive now and here to be 'updated'.
And now we have to challenge actively with 'an open mind' totally a new worldcreation , a new communion, the newly generated 'problems' here and now. Our real testimonials are laid down in our living genes and DNA, in our testes and our eggs: they generate the new life steady.

Affection and compassion we need all to overcome the boundaries of the small self, having trust for letting enter the whole Self in our hearts.
To become an ego, one has to work hard building such an illusion as a small self,
to become wise, one has to be patient and in patience: then wisdom happens on own accord as the unknowable...SELF.

Here and now the womanliness and female qualities have to be recognised , rediscovered and unfold again in both men and women:
after two thousand years and more of patriarchal domination: [all over history of wars and defense systems, even feed by the 'dogmatic and fundamentalist religions'] has made a split into human mind: one part outer scientific and one part outer deadlike religious rituals.
The 'deadlike' rituals have to regain their original implemented meaning: that meaning was delivered 'alive' unspoken, just experienced as a deep 'trust' in feeling.



Some photos of the perception of outer transforming 'Paul', the name i got from my parents once coming into the manifest outer world.

^>>> from 1 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 28 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to 56 plus >>>^
^>>> 1950 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1977 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 2006 >>>^
^>>> really is the material outer form so changing, transforming so quick...., still we think we are permanent:) <<<^
Metabolism and circulation of 'matter'; from dust into dust...:)
What Permanent IS , IS really 'our' PRESENCE and awareness, witnessing concsiousness SELF; without the content i mean now...
Just you can decide to let go and make up your mind and choices:), here all is free for encountering, to meet...


Because our 'inner light-energy' comes from the 'outer' Sun, our inner light as moving mind-waves becomes manifest as we speak it out.
Genesis start too with 'there be ligth first... Maturity has nothing to do with your life experiences.
It has something to do with your inward journey, experiences of the inner [ from / for many many inner Teachers before ].
Western psychology+philosopy is childlike seen through the Eastern over 7000 years iving India-Tibet-China practical oriented 'teachings of life' with all the Boeddha's, Lao tzu's , Zenmasters and Tibetans reaching rainbowbodys enlightened people.
This webspace is utterly build to pull you out of narrowness, out of your constructed yail, out off your mind,
just to reach out into that beyond: called the here and now: pure attention, pure fullness filled with 'emptiness'
But this time this moment it is so full , so open to encounter reality with wide open eyes.
Beyond the known and doubts, beyond the unknown with emphathy daring to go, even going into the abyss...
Once entered that mystery unknowable space, the unknowable comes to you by itsself for the first time...
Silence and a meditative state of being is the only entrance, the door opens itsself in that state of being.
Leave the old stuff, the whole bringing up, the whole conditioning and relax as if you wanna go to a deep sleep,
trusting the unknowable , trusting life, trusting nature, trusting all there is. thank you for coming here.
Blissiness with deep trust and relaxing intimacy and deep spiritual love in silence and wondering:)

Existential foreword

Blis s-I-ne ss ~ Pe ace ~ C almn ess~Santosham (contentment)
Santosham (contentment) Peace Calmness is higher then joy...
SILENCE IS THE DOOR eh doer silence does all

The whole intensive feeled bliss - joy is coming from your inside Self just by giving attention help sustain
and listening with whole heart to each other knowing about interdepency...
It looks like a service and really this is the source of great bliss for both you inside and the other inside...

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Based on feelings and experience and meditating over in a silent moment ** More Links ** 6 march 2006 ** Atma Pooja Upanishad ** Atma Pooja Books ** 22 february 2006 respons is given on the ATMA POOJA Upanishad ** 26 january 2006 ** again 2 january 2006 ** 1 january 2006 ** 28 december 2005 ** 22 december 2005 ** 15 december 2005 ** 8 december 2005 ** New start on 17 november 2005 ** Capacity to help ** Meeting is being in love **
Reaching to the other pages: >>> Chaos needs Integration to Wholeness by means of HEART and Analisys with the service-TOOL mind

[Paul's Cable Web First one] **

[Bliss-I-ness Web Second one] **

[Motor T100 Bonneville page] **

MOJUD-LINKS Bliss-I-ness Web in English newer one **

Bliss-I-ness Web in Dutch **

Thich Nath Hanh **

7 sources of Daily and weekly 'moves' in Consciousness : not permanent staying; just clarifying **

[The burden of history: from generation to generation] OLD **

Burning candle pushing OPENING **

manifestation be there RIGPA right here **

manifestation be there: THE GAP **

let the manifestation be there: NOW HERE **

Tenzin Wangyal's The Tibetan Yogas of Dream and Sleep - The Mayan Calendar and 2012 **

THREE-WAY PATH OF YOGA **

Yoga-Meditation unifies with PATANJALI **

If you know it all you can enjoy This imaginary stuff... SOMUCH **

The eight steps of PATANJALI **

Transforming **

Space **

Silence or our always present knowing of attention as our basis Self [kunzhi and rigpa in Dzochgen] **

Dennis Genpo Merzel **


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Based on deep feelings of experience and meditating over in a silent moment... the unknowable enters...
leaving behind the doubts of the known and the insecure of the unknown, going into the abyss with trust and emphathy...

The false constructed ego with the basic negative emotions attachment and aversion, is the greatest bondage.
The false constructed ego is the small self and the true permanent individual is the SELF interdependent with the Whole.
The false constructed ego is an illusion; fighting with an ilusion is a impossiblity,; one never wins...
Once this ego is needed all natural spontaneous behaviour is lost: one is an automaton , a marionette with push and pull buds.
Some natural authority deep inside is missing...
The more ego-strength one needs , the lesser the inner natural strength is present.

Once seeing that, one is liberated from the 6 negative main emotions.
What stays is compassion and selfless service in deep trust and calmness with contentment.
All earthly desires solves in its self in silence and peace.
Before the desire IS BLISS and after the fullfilling there IS BLISS; the desire its self has to be understand.
Desire is longing reaching to; but BLISS IS before and after it in our core.
Desire solved in its self is divine freedom.


Light is the only one independent of time and space; light has just one parameter 300.000 km / sec.
If some [thing] reaches that speed , it will transform into pure light too.
Genesis starts therefore with 'there be light first'.
In our modern world it can be seen as transparency in our being.
Just one small light fills a dark space totally with light...
Just light fills our darkest corner 'inside' with 'some like knowing'.
We are light and we are filled with light; if we are aware or not.

Going deep inside and waiting to see again the 'inner light' takes some time, some meditation,
then the 'inner light' comes from the silence itsself [we use to call it intuition the 6th sense],
really it is the whole speaking through us,
[ whether categorizing 'voices' as your mothers your fathers your known and all the unknowable too].
We all know it very well deep inside, but we forget to give it our whole attention...
In the same way we recognise our 'unconscious inside light' we reach out to open our self for the unknowable SELF,
the so called mystery called tao dhamma logos god or whatever it is named outside us.
So beyond knowing the known [with his doubts] , even beyond the unkown daring with empathy and sympathy,
we can enter in deep TRUST for the first time the space where the unknowable begins to flow and enter us...
Not one split second earlier this can happen.

This freedom is real freedom with deep trust and responsibility [daring to be a living actual response , not an automaton].
This seemingly 'empty space' with listening in silence is really completeness.
Bliss as we know AFTER something is fulfilled, IS also the bliss BEFORE the desire comes up...
But we tend to forget that bliss, because we experience it as 'emptiness'...

Only IF we recognise the bliss BEFORE and AFTER the desires are solved in their completeness,
then we understand the nature of things: eternal coming and going in our awareness in present here and now.
With every breathe in we get some, with every breathe out we leave some.

The challenge is to see clear what happens in the manifested world... AND inside the 'hidden' inside world too
and not to be fixed , clinging to what happens to come and go.

Einstein is seeing even light as a particle and as a wave as in one manifestation toghether.
Quantum mechanics tells all about it.
The mystery in Genesis tells about the same light outside us and inside us...
The Tibetan Yogis can reach after dead at once the rainbow body, going back into pure light.
Leaving just after 7 days the dead stuff nails and hair...
Turning to the inside the light reveals bit by bit all you feel, all you experience once... just listening is enough.
Turning to the outside the light reveals the billions of manifested forms...
Your life is permanent changing between and with that polarities: inside and outside...
You exist right now right here permanent in the middle of the inside and outside manifestations; hidden or not hidden.

The sine button is a specialized bit fabric to the basis of the heart.
This sine button can be seen as the big bang every moment in each of us.
The sine button generates the flow of exchange of energy in our bodys.
This flow is called 'prana' the lifestream; and its fysical bearer is the air with O2 and Co2.
Because light energy is the base of this whole manifestation, it is the bearer of all our life forms too.
Every breathe in all is born anew and fresh; every breathe out is leaving the dead stuff behind...

Jesus: if you can be reborn permanent you will be living; otherwhile you are a dead body [thinking being] alive.
He tells us just the secret of FEELING being alive a new as fresh with every breathe in.
Every breathe out is a small dying, every breathe in is a small new coming into live.
Jesus was not a philopsopher, not a scientist, just a very clear mystic who feels and experiences life as IS.
Boedhha and all other enlightened ones declare the same even Tao tells about this hidden secret.
The secret is not to be revealed by words; just by being living the secret itself.

Double arrowed awareness: your inner center self is one side, the outer arrowed is the other side...
Be totally present and do not forget the inner arrowed center self...

Playing a role behind a 'persona' , a mask wherethrough a voice sounds [personare = sounding through - latin],
is for 90% of people the only way to function.
Just children and some wise old people can BE without that role with a 'persona'.
To BE in love in trust in real freedom human beings seem to 'earn' in someway.
There is so much to 'overcome' , we forget we are born in love in trust in freedom.
The one behind the 'persona' the individual [latin undivided whole one] is always the real one BEING.

That whole trusting real one is the Self in each of us; the 'persona' role is the small self as ego.
The more one trusts on the Self, the more one overcomes the small one as ego self.
Look at an old human being reaching to the flowering of life, look to a just born baby and you will know.

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Good life, good death * Voor de dood niet bang * http://ouderenlevensvragen.net/ * Make a difference day MADD:) * Nijmeegse vrijwilligerscentrale * practice recipe for liberation of the negative
Silence or our always present knowing of attention as our basis Self [kunzhi and rigpa in Dzochgen] * Rigpa right now here
Mindfulness on www.aandacht.net
www.rigpa.org * www.rigpa.nl
www.jewelheart.org * www.jewelheart.nl

7 sources of Daily and weekly 'moves' in Consciousness : not permanent staying; just clarifying ** New lives after lives: reincarnation for what?


Reaching out as a steady nonwavering mind into the world:

See clear the permanent change by moment to moment a new FRESH birth.
With every breathe in new life is coming inside and with every breathe out the lived is dying.
Thats what meant by constant and permanent being new and fresh moment to moment: dialectical dynamic feeling living in the present here and now
fully aware mindfullness where all religions are talking about and we know and FEEL it existentially.

Ramana Maharshi: Silence is the door: doer silence 'does' all
Ramana Maharshi on http://www.ramana-maharshi.org
beyond duality is advaita: not two is oneness

Atma Pooja Upanishad

Dear Visitor, howdo you do here and now? am not possible to hear you , but if you are silent you hear the silence 'speaking'

deep down inside from your own individual center...

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Someone who has not learnt to give, has not learnt at all, highly important in learning to deal with and giving-taking INTIMACY.

Intimacy is the basic gift between interdependent living people begging for some 'love'...
Intimacy is not basicly meant in/for the sexual behavior and romantic behavior, NO MUCH MORE deeper meant dealing with how to learn to speak out
our deepest daily needs and seemingly small problems related to every stage in our lifetime.
Our mothers and fathers raise their babys and small children with this BASIC INTIMACY, to give sense of security, warmth.
Sexual behavior and romantic feelings are a by product later of this basic feeling secure with more people.
So one raises with a good basic feeling of 'not being not feeling alone' but togetherness...
One is possible to choose a more balanced way for a life partner in adulthood lateron.
Not frightened to EARLY by someone [parents!] because of not understanding as a very young child [between 0 and 8].
Children need the right support to grow , to become open and free enough in their relating to other people.

Intimacy is dealing with the small and big problems of vital daily LIFE activity for all people for all individuals...
And intimacy is the smallest gift wich goes from generation to generation with A BIG IMPACT for ALL LIVING DNA-GENES.
We are the 'living ones containing seeds and eggs for tomorrow future' NOW allthetime PRESENT, aware or not aware...
Manifest or not manifest.
it is the only invisible part of human beings that continues through and beyond 'death' over and beyond past present and future.
Really Past is remembered NOW and future is Projected Past seen NOW: the only 'TIME' we really know is this living moment here and now.
It is a clear seeing, understanding and deep feeling trust.


If you are silent you are in the center of hearing the silence speaking through many intimate voices you know very well
coming from deep inside feelings as speaking memories to learn categorize into who is speaking in silence.
We all have the inner center silence and the silence speakings to us each individual.

I remember as example the inner voices of our parents as the most wellknown and other deep related individuals.
Dead or alive : does not matter: what we once felt as a deep emotion keeps living in this natural way.
So all people gone to the other side, live really deep inside us and we can hear them if we are silent inside our inner center.


We need not more growth of the economy, instead of that we need growth of intimacy: speaking out our deepest feelings wishes.

We need not a horizontal growth from past to future because even if we can remember we are always into the present aware and here.
So even remembering happens into the here and now; the future is just projected remembrance that happens NOW and HERE.
Now i can say : we need a vertical growth into the here and now: widening our conscious awareness into the PRESENT!!!
Vertical widening is widening from unconscious to individual consciousness and still more into the kosmic - world consciousness.

There is no lack of consciousness into the whole world, only in the idividuals can be lesser or more vertical awareness.

Starting with individuals parents who raise their children with giving them real love to be into the world will help.
Starting with bringing more trust into and between individuals will help better for widening awareness in all people.

So learning well how to deal with intimacy is a good basis for all of us.
Intimacy is not meant in/for the sexual behavior and romantic behavior, NO deeper meant dealing with how to learn to speak out
our deepest daily needs and seemingly small problems related to every stage in our lifetime.
So intimacy for children, teeners, grown up people etc.
Intimacy in the workareas, schools and university, intimacy on the street etc.
Everywhere one has to deal with a great deal of grades in intimacy.
Social and emotional intelligence belongs to this how to deal with related intimacy.
As a child has to raise between two parents without learning about dealing with intimacy...

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This Text composed for an cremation celebration of aunt Jozee [ my fathers younger sister].
Its not possible giving it 'sounding life' with a voice now...


Meeting is being in love.

Now from you has been omitted the substance after the body leaves you and goes back to dust, the elements,

time and place solved


that one IS Is it I or is it We? Here and now with empty hands,

Even no more sheet, which has been filled.

Also in the head no more words only some clinkers,

only still some consonants to notify nothing more...



And NEVERTHELESS! SUDDENLY JUST NOW

SILENCE starts speaking...

invisibly deeply of WITHIN this way somuch trusted familiar...

The feeling which you have arrived In quiet luck Bliss

- where each earthly desire FULL EMPTY IN - ITSELF - SOLVED IN ITSELF -


.... What profits

is it me or is it us?

still the words and the things, veiled with good and angry in there...

Meaning is burst out of them.


Is it I or is it WE? visible being living here now permanent feeling and filled

with SILENCE,


with playing spelling I n mmm l o - v e mmm b e i n g

that suddenly will sound with its consonants if in ONE harmony [ONE SOUND] IN LOVE BEING


P point S point


is it me do or is it US doing...

salute to all who leave the body and gone over invisibly living, PERMANENT feeling

[INSIDE WITH LOVE ] very quiet now

becoming patient... having patient... being patient in the end...


SILENCE IS THE DOOR to THAT too:

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The sutras from the Atma Pooja Upanishad: worship of the self


1 Aum. Meditation is the constant contemplation of That.

2 Cessation of the cause of all actions is aawa-hanam - the invocation.

3 Nonwavering knowing is asana - the posture.

4 The upward flow of the mind is padyam - the water for the divine worship.

5 Mind constantly arrowed toward That is arghya - the offering.

6 To be centered constantly in the inner illumination and in the infinite inner nectar is snaanam - the preparatory bath for the worship .

7 The feeling of That everywhere is gandha - the only fragrance.

8 To be established in one's own witnessing nature is akshat - the unpolished and unbroken rice used for the worship.

9 To be filled with consciousness is pushpam - the flowers of worship.

10 To create the fire of awareness in one's self is dhoop - the incense.

11 To be established in the sun of awareness is the only lamp.

12 Accumulation of the nectar of the inner full moon is naiveddya - the food offering.

13 Stillness is pradakshina - the movement around That for worship.

14 The feeling I am That - So-aham - is the salutation.

15 Silence is the prayer.


16 Total contentment is visjaran - the dispersion of the worship ritual. One who understands so is an enlightened one.

17 I am that absolutely pure brahman: to realize this is the attainment of liberation.

Thus ends the Upanishad.

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the dispersion [dissolve - oplossen]
The Self is the Universal Self, the self is the individual self in the response into the two books about the Atma Pooja Upanishad.
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Some explanation added to this sutras and the origine in two books.


The world and litterally everything is subject of impermanence and changing from one form aggregation to another.
One example food seed eg and a lot of other things transforms to human life and slowly over 80 years back into dust [the elements].
The world read circumstances are always in a flux flowing steady energy.

The way in which we handle the circumstances , how we deal with the circumstances is OUR CHOICE IN GIVING ATTENTION
the direction we want it positive , negative , accept and surrender, fighting or flowing with and so on.

The best is to say yes and to SEE in ALL the manifested forms [included allthings and everyone]
and the complementaries [veiled as polarities; polarities are in reality complementaries]
just THAT

Even suffering, bad and good, evil are relative and impermanent and subject to change.

The only and one constant factor is THAT
the awareness in everyone the non hidden forgotten witness that can take distance of all the impermanent forms.

Short : seeing in all manifest nature forms with all capacities [too suffering! and leading! and real serving!]
all possibilities [the negative and positive, the polarities as complementaries, bad and good relatings, the only
all life comfirming YES the divine , then you see THAT.

the devil is ONLY in your mind created; the non existing you try to fight with and you cannot win that fight at all.
funny is that devil is upset lived; remarqable isn't?
Devil and what is lived in a turned way, in an upset way is the same stuff made out: fighting with some that not exist.

The only whole existing world is divine from a to z, from alfa to omega, from sunlight energy to earth and nature living forms is consciousness is energy.
If the evolution should be negative there was never come out such an earth.
Just love and intimacy have to grow first and bigger and not the economy of the already rich nations!


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Added 22 february 2006: the last two books in which a respons is given on the ATMA POOJA Upanishad which literally means "worship of the self," in a very original way:

It is one of the most comprehensive Upanishads with in every sutra two different ways to enter.
One sentence of every sutra is given in a logical way and the other sentence of every sutra is given in a non logical way.
One part is to understand with the mind logical, the other part is only to understand with the heart [feeling and faith and trust].
Better is to say listening between the words and experience the silence behind where the words reach beyond all words.
Entering trust faith feeling experience truth in all that is [in billions and billions forms manifest].
ending in three ways of listening to:
one is like listening with the mind by logic [and doubt entering the known]
overcoming and beyond this is entering in
two is like listening with the heart by feeling [and symphaty and empathy entering the unkown]
overcoming and beyond this is entering in
three: the ultimate listening with BEING total and whole open [ with faith, trust and daring to enter and jump into the unknowable]
This last is the most arduous, but if done the best chance the unknowable comes of its own into being...
Totally open with no past no future no disturbing mind and doubt: entering a non linear , a vertical being in pure awareness.
In this vertical being consciousness widens as equal with space , in all dimensions here now living in the present moment steady.
Pure awareness in faith in trust in THAT [what just IS].
Even the feeling 'witness' is gone beyond in seeing THAT...

Once entered in BEING (THAT) the awareness widens vertical equal into the subconscious(ness) as into the superconscious(ness), supraconscious(ness).
Once entered in BEING (THAT) one jumps out the duality into again being whole in the eternal present here and now awareness, fully living too.
One IS a whole and open and even the unknowable has a chance to enter in being THAT. Everyone's freedom is to say yes to THAT: it is everyone's free choice as a subtle last longing to jump into THAT.
So everyone can choose to step out the 'chain of thinking included past and futureprojections' into the eternal present here and now - with no-mind - THAT.
[thinking is seen as in the past and projecting in the future, so not NOW PRESENT] see the difference clear.
In being here and now one can moment to moment respond , giving a living steady actual dynamic response. Not as an automaton but as broken with logic and reaction from past or whatever; then even an illogical still living response
from all dimensions the known, unknown and unknowable becomes possible.

Osho's The Ultimate Alchemy: Talks on the ATMA POOJA Upanishad
Osho's The Ultimate Alchemy, vol. 2: Talks on the ATMA POOJA Upanishad

Straight to the eight steps of patanjali's yoga meditation
Straight to Thich Nath Hanh's Mindfull living meditation during 24 hours
Just as the eight steps of right living [find out the booklet someoncewhere:)] in Boeddhism by the Dalai Lama choose archive 2005 14 dec. REFUGE
Refuge is English speech and dutch undertitle.

Meditation as an action effort? If seeing the practical use of meditation, the 'discipline' idea dissolves to play meditation.
Meditation becomes something you ARE, Meditation is in every act or non act, meditation IS YOU in every move.
In the begining it is effort , lateron it is so deep 'tissued' [gone into your tissues, bones and marrow]
and behaves like your breathing: there fore MEDITATION IS YOU at rest AND YOU in the midst of PERFORMANCE , of living.
Meditation is vertical moving widening in consciousness: consciousness spreading in all directions of space.
Meditation is seeing that you are pure consciousness, not only limited by birth education grow up and social conditioning,
seeing you were ARE will be much more wider and wider and wider unlimited in space time in the end: trust faith seeing it all.

Here and now aware present BEING is practice to be undivided attention into the here and now.
In Meditation, 24 hours a day, you met yourself not in a hurry [ nothing have to any longer] and others too in a form of
rest, space, again considering and again, trust , faith and insight in what continuous spontaneous shows and happens [manifestation]

The living active moment is always fresh here an now : this in the consciousness being [insight] transform in this direct self to BE, TO LIVE.
It comes in silence to expression in what you DO or just NOT DO.

Silent being, silence is the secret key:), the door.
The conscious aware present seeing of THAT what simple IS [moment to moment moves], no more no less.
With all dimensions open, all senses wide open, from your center reaching in the world.
In the [your] center is rest and openness, trust and faith 'active' reaching out in the world.
Silence is the door to THAT IS.

Before all is this The capacity to help is...

Just pure Faith and trust makes discoveries meetings with unknowable [bringing in consciousness] possible [Einstein and others are it].
Even opens pure faith and trust so much... then the unknowable COMES SPONTANEOUS to the all dimensions open ones...
Even secrets manifest itsself to the open ones; not to the closed ones...
So above truth comes more practical trust faith to openness and freedom.

The cosmos is full of conscious energy

What is truth? is a nice philosofical playing question doubtfull manifested in some dead written lingual symbols as WORDS!
Nothing depends on that WORDS at all... no ones life is involved with WORDS... utter silence is enough to go beyond them...

BUT...
Moksha liberation FREEDOM involves in living bodys at once here and now: how to gain FREEDOM? thats another question which do not stay WORDS!
Not staying WORDS , freedom manifests the free body at once here and now...
That is not for in heaven or for next life, that is for here now at once!!!
FREEDOM here and now before material life ends.

Freedom means not the freedom of/for [ NOTE THE DIFFERENCE of or for] not knowing, of knowing [social learned things and behavior],
But freedom FOR to be - to do or not to do - FOR [fill it yourself].
Freedom FOR to be is a nice virtual idea:), if you then are too:) just for the wisest: if no you then still IS IS stays..
But Freedom means understand responsibility , experienced 'sunken in the bones rules' inner lifestyle, unlearning of all OUTER
OUTER [EGO RUBBISH] and automatical the fruit coming out from the center: WISDOM emerges out of its seemingly own hiddenness...
This freedom sees only understanding pure usefulness in free-ed discipline..., still is discipline as a usefull tool.
This Freedom beyond all with understanding deep inside and wisdom as fruit, odor and byproduct.
Pre learned - learned - unlearned
Not knowing - knowing - beyond knowing
Dependent - independent - INTERDEPENT
Child - grown up - wise
Unstructured - structured - wise [ = free adapted momentanous living dynamics multi dimensional 'how' 'structure']
Humble and humbleness - even both beyond : just adapted to the here and now needs...
Ego is for the inner powerless, no ego is for the inner centered strength ones who need no power outside at all[because they see the futile and nonsense of it].
So the more outer manifestation of power is to see , the less inner strength is inside present...
Just like defense and anger is showing the inner fear and incapacity.
Why need of defense as one is absolute free and beyond sure - insure?
Defense shows the incapacity to accept and incorporate all dualities.
Wise ones can accept to hear at least all opions, differences and dualities and opposites as complementaries.
The different notes and the silence make the harmony of the whole audible finally.
Finish with : the wise stays in silence just with a smile for all the futile...
He knows the only you can hold with you is a small invisible suitecase with gained tools for all further 'new' lives...
The gained tools as shadow come with you [as seed and blueprint] every moment even if you are in bardo [ between two lives in a body].
This is the only true absolute freedom gainable for all.

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Added 26 january 2006:

Space, time, consciousness and continuous change one into seemingly other form : [transformation] and Manifest / unmanifest : , are
the keywords ; as extra the word HOW instead of why...
So nothing is ever lost [form, energy, mass, partice or wave together] only manifest or not manifest...
So when an individu sees , the manifest part is seen and the unmanifested still not...
In every one is the manifest and the unmanifest present always here and now.

So in every individual is present all the time all there is.
See the Boeddha nature in every individual , wating for coming into the light of awareness,
even if this nature is present in the 'seed' form and hidden deep inside...
It is a matter of some 'conditions' some time some space before this 'Boeddha' 'seed' grows into the light and
the seed 'becomes' from blueprint to full growth and fruits: the unmanifest grows into the manifest.
Once aware and manifest it can not easy fall back.
A baby goes until full growth in the end and after even dead it takes with the absolute shared richness inside outside...
just that richness is not material at all:), it is for ever absolute the unchangeable truth: hidden or not hidden.

Everyone individual is REAL his own advertising signpost with the hidden unmanifest and manifest {including all possibilities].
Looking to the what [static, fixed, dead] has no sense any longer...
looking to the HOW [dynamic , growing growth, changing and new always here and now ] is awareness manifest / intuition antenna at work...
The why becomes irrelevant because the manifest / not manifest takes it over in the present for always in the here and now.

One sees very uptodate HOW everyone behaves second to second NEW manifest.
Even the unmanifest is second to second present and better to see.
ONe needs no time energy etc. to spoil at what is never present (yesterday and tomorrow).
The moment is all one needs to see both the manifest and the unmanifest in every one, include oneself:).
At this simple and direct second to second fresh 'image' one recognises the ego[ist], the existential needs, really all
how it is paradoxically relative moving, but seemingly fixed in that atomic moment PRESENT.
This moment is always present with all its movements inside.
Nothing is really possible to hide in an absolute way.

Next step is freely and someway disciplined {read: included understanding the profits of 'disciplines'}
to stay far from all negativity , fear , anger etc. [useles atomic bombs leading to nothing constructive]
{ not pushing the negative away; just become aware and passing through as no option any longer }
bringing in love and kindliness. pushing the negative away , makes it just stronger because just hidden and unconscious.

Be aware: all one goes not through by learning in awareness and passing by in that way, goes in the hidden unconscious
and in a sure not awake moment it comes back stronger ...
So seeing for what and how some is negative AND getting the aware explanation for some one who 'sleeps' and has not experienced fully.

So every wise human signpost advertises only that how that everyone is asking for.
In other words: a boeddha focus on the boeddha in all always at ease.
A wise human signpost sees all and everyone in everyone and all

They live in wisdom who see themselves in all and all in them, who have renounced every selfish desire
and sense craving tormenting the heart [ Bhagavad Gita ]
Now Look carefully mindfull aware HOW some one behaves and what is manifested and what is hidden still [use for the hidden intuition as antenna]
So not what an individual seems to be [ego, job etc.] better look to where is humbleness, angryness, love , fear hidden or shown?
How one behaves with for instance things as food and serving some etc.
Then one can see a lot: even the seemingly 'hidden' becomes visible too:)...

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Added again 2 january 2006: look in the archive 2001 PEACE IS EVERY STEP meditation in action Thich Nath Hanh

Beware in the archive there over 2001 until 2005 are a lot of wonderfull videos: find it out by looking.

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Added 1 january 2006:

Instead of the illusoiry move in time [by the way it is always now, neither thinking about yesterday neither thinking about to morrow happens always in the now],
one can learn to move vertical: it is to say from lesser to more conscious in feelings, thinking experiences the red constant line is pervading
by and by from lesser to more or more to lesser awareness sleep illusion maya nirvana dream and whatelse state you experience.
The only Core 'background' is you... all the 'time'
Time is relative: boring is long, extatic is short, Einstein say nothing about it to say...
Nicer seems to be entangled in the positive emotions, the negative just to see without entangling, the best is seeing the whole of it and not entangled in at all is pure bliss.

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Added 28 december 2005:

Thoughts and speech have less reality as a warm radiatortube of the central heater...
So Reality cannot be given in thoughts and words; you can never explain a blind one what is the sight of all there is: light.
All philosophy cannot be more than the living reality: all speaking about cannot give you a feeling experienced reality.
Philosophy is playing a game with words and questions and more questions etc.
The absolute reality is of another kind of stuff: real experienced feeling etc.
they never cross eachother : philosophy and the existential absolute reality.

Beware nevertheless thoughts and words carry much energy; especially thoughts when strongly identified with.

Strongly identified with thoughts [not manifested spoken words] , you give them food energy.
This energy cannot made undone: whether it turns inward and as negative it makes you really sick: cancer etc.
whether it turns outwards and brings [because of no time and no space needed] bad intuitive feelings to others.
Even if people know it or not , they can be touched by your negative energy by great distance and time... directly.

So beware of giving food to negative thoughts emotions and speech.
It is better to give that negative stuff no attention and food: that is to say not supressing and not feeding both.
Suppressing give them as much energy as feeding them: just see them and do not cling or attach , just let them come and go
on their own accord. Nothing is so quick coming and leaving as thoughts and words....
Clinging to it will become some stronger emotions working in the body etc.
The secret is not clinging and just see them and leave them come and go.

To prevent damage you can yourself and others see in clear white light and give peace to your self and the others.
And this is working at ease just inside your mind and non spoken...
It is not my invention it is in a sure way everybodys experience:) and it need no other than existential proof...

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Added 22 december 2005:

Zoeken naar jezelf: een zengids naar bevrijding

in English: And the Flowers Showered: discourses on Zen

A nice book to encounter you as 'a huge mountain' to overcome before you can enter 'the path' or your life fearless and with love,
just living in the now and here moment to moment.
It is the book i end with after reading about 1280 other books:)...
Lovely to see the huge mess coming in between from birthtime until now :).
Now this mess is gone and sight is cleared up.


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Added 15 december 2005:

the film 'Refuge' look into the 'archief' 2005

The Dalai lama says in that film: "the most important thing is you decide to move out negative emotions into compassion and kindliness,
That is the true verification of a real boddhisatva: lesser and lesser negative emotions and more more compassion and kindliness."


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Added 8 december 2005:

Does not matter what you do or not do: in the continuous coming up of the manifest [one after another in the stream]
check or see your intention motivation or what moves you instead of it first...
Remember too if intuition is coming up and/or interrupted by another seemingly more secure feeling...

If you do not want to think , think i do not want to think about ... and let further all come and go... without some identification.

What really counts is the 'imbued with sincerity' thoughts and your qualities and your heart in reaching out to the others.
Upon this three: sincerity of intention, qualities and based on heartfeelings everybody is balanced out.
This 'travels' with us from life to life in our blueprints of life.

6th december 2005 replaced to here:

Of all the gifts you receive from God, the greatest gift is SHANTOSHAM [read CONTENTMENT].
The opposite of Santosham is sorrow, which is the fruit of desire that arouses hope and almost always
results in disappointment or despair. One desire engenders another and proliferates into a hundred,
even when it is fulfilled. It knows no justification and has no end.
So, Santosham is the supreme blessing of the Lord, who, in His infinite Love, puts an end to that unquenchable thirst.
No wealth or worldly attainment can equal it in efficacy; Santosham is the culmination of desire
in full contentment and sacred satiety.

- BABA

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29 november 2005 added:

The CAPACITY to help to support and sustain others is always in our hearts, it depends not on any mood we are in and
this capacity needs nothing than just being into the now and a great deal of feeling empathy...
We are all coming in this earth with this capacity inside.
I am always wondering about people who are using this capacity during really every moment of their lives.

Growing into a fearfree defenseless by intuition and in feeling experience with interdependent compassion altruism affection spiritual earthcommunity-in-communion.
Genuine respected leaders are free inside and outside, need no defence help, only a wholehearted laughter and compassionated inspiration.
Aggress[ion] becomes again aggredior [classic Latin] in the simple first meaning of aggredior: going to someone or some...(without fearfeelings).
It takes lesser and lesser time from now on...

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The Mind [as capacity] is devoid - deprived of mind [as content]
For the nature of the Mind is clear light [open and receptive]

Boeddha ( on page 136 : Dzogchen ; de hartessentie van de grote perfectie - Dalai Lama )

This clear light MIND sustains and makes visible and visual the coming and going mind

Three vital points:

1th. DIRECT [in]SIGHT as Clear light : recognize this as the pure present attentive awareness [of the dharmakaya]. help of sound PHat!
Clear attentive awareness present

2th. CONTINUING-MEDITATION: determine to one thing and one thing alone [if needed meditation to hold on the clear light SIGHT ;
leaving the coming and going untouched and apart], staying clear - NO grasping and grabbing [ neither greed nor aversion]

3th. LIBERATION-ACTION: immediate direct trust confidence faith in the liberation release of rising coming nascent thoughts
Intuitive overwhelming sure knowing all passes on own accord by coming and going

( On page 62 to 64 of the book mentioned above )

In own words: every rising thought is not without more just grabbed grasped and embraced but heavy 'scanned'
and convinced declared assured FREEed released unchained and released let go: no identification with it and so on
and that gives much tranquility calmness contentment and much space and clear sight [light] (what always IS present yet).
That is the whole secret:).

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Blissiness Blissiousness Blissaware Blissence Bliss internet space

Hello visitor,

Today 17 november i like to make a very new start on internet.

The new insight is very simple: seeing a growing broadening in human consciousness all over the planet earth.

All human behavings and doings and nondoings have 3 basic results.

1th Rizing the human potentials by creating new extra energy flows, giving new energy, giving rising in consciousness too.
2th Rizing the human potentials by creating neutral energy flows just giving rising in consciousness too.

3th absorbing human potentials by absorbing human energy , taking human energy away and give no rise in consciousness.

A good example of the 1th and 2th happen often too after a good sleep as we all experience.

I do not give examples of energy absorbing situations; we know them too so good very well.
i just tell that fear has taken the place of love: people have fear for what they think they will meet etc.
Fear is mostly virtual and not yet real a happening.
Defense, war and many other absorbing energy manifestations are based on fear for people, future etc.
Greed in early times was based on the fear of not becoming enough food etc.; greed is based on the feeling of [boring or not] emptiness inside nowadays.
Fear is the historical base of all other negative and absorbing energy manifestations within mankind.
So exhange fear for love and compassion: we are all very interdependent on this small earth.

The news is that we all can provide in the situations under 1th and 2th.
If we do that litterally world wide and with so much as possible people, it will sure influence the whole earth.

This is just a new start and i will not be in a hurry now.

A further explanation:

On the 1th:

Rizing the human potentials by creating new extra energy flows, giving new energy, giving rizing in consciousness too.
This is not one word to much. We know all names of people who do, places and daily circumstances where it happens, and what is the result.
In general it ads energy to the whole: simply said : it GENERATES extra energy resulting often in physical forms too.
Just GENERATING extra energy is the Key, the secret , the new i want to emphasise now.
The rizing in consciousness is just a good by-product but a very IMPORTANT by-product too.

Specialized words in the case are love, empathy, compassion, insight and so on in people and in environment [work or whatelse].
Just specifications that ad and generate something extras as energy in people.
As is found out this will continued.

On the 2th:

It does all what happens and generates under 1th. just no or not much new rize in consciousness.
As is found out this will continued.

On the 3th:

NO need to talk about: we all know what ABSORBS OR COSTS ENERGY and is a loss for the whole[ fill in yourself] and [earth].
Only if strong need exist i will give this more space. At the moment it is too much now.

I guess the 1th and explain the 1th better and more, generates much more and give lots of energy: psychic and physical too.
Thats the whole idea behind this all.


Our old habits come from 'rulers' who write history and in doing this they spoil energy.
Wars and defense cost a lot of energy: spoiled energy which lay a load on the unborn human potential.
Former generations make faults and keep on generating them again: this to is spoiling energy.
Religions give us the whole idea of being sinners and they lay down a big claim of negativity: this is spoiling energy.
So i can ad a large list to it here letting see how much human potential energy is claimed before one is born and come unto this earth.

All what i want to say is: the old [whole history included] lays a 'big debet' and leave no room for building
credits in human potential energy, it looks like negative generating, degenerating what this earth is doing very quickly.

Of course the good skills and positive learned can be generate over and over.
The mistake is: we generate to much over and over , also the negative and debets, which claim so much pure fresh energy.
For me its a matter of seeing and understanding.
Just as we take wonderfull moments as memorys in our houses inside etc. nice things etc.
Just as we like people bringing only good news and a laugh,
we can collect and regenerate only creditlike human potential energy.

The small amount of energy we need to help with compassion is not much seeing how much energy is waisted all over the world
in wars, defence, laws, strange narrow politics and so much more manifestations, which are totally unknown by all other animals on earth.

WE can toghether 'unburden' the new generations of our species.
We have only to have the insight and a willing mood for it.

Evolution is re-producing in big cycles, re- creating in big cycles, making growing steps, new generations, new human potential energy.
The old Mayans and their Mayan calendar is based on the human potential energy rhithm: thats their secret i guess.
The year 2012 is coming soon and there will be a new start a spiritual rebirth of mankind.
About 9 big cycles which overlap eachother come toghether to an end.
We all are now in the midde of one before last cycle and the last cycle takes just one year; this cycle takes 12 years.
Because each cycle passes quicker.
A baby 'needs' a conceptiontime of nine months and is passing in that nine months the whole human evolution...
Now the new to come world looks like a new to come baby: passing its conceptiontime in a last one year cycle...
This cycle will be 2011 to 2012 maybe.


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Of all the gifts you receive from God, the greatest gift is SHANTOSHAM [read CONTENTMENT].
The opposite of Santosham is sorrow, which is the fruit of desire that arouses hope and almost always
results in disappointment or despair. One desire engenders another and proliferates into a hundred,
even when it is fulfilled. It knows no justification and has no end.
So, Santosham is the supreme blessing of the Lord, who, in His infinite Love, puts an end to that unquenchable thirst.
No wealth or worldly attainment can equal it in efficacy; Santosham is the culmination of desire
in full contentment and sacred satiety.

- BABA



[The burden of history: from generation to generation]