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What we all really are 'permanent' is the witness of the transforming performance in 'our' consciousness-spaces generated by the atman (breathing proces).
Every moment we change 'our' breathe in and out , in and out, by means of which our 'mindcontent' changes steady...
It is up to each of us to be aware of this transformation of 'mindcontent' and be a witness midst of processing and placing and directing
'your' attention moment to moment: awareness and mindfulness is the mainfactor as being a witness of all this performance happening as being "Us as seemingly individuals".
We all are just witness of the moves in mind, the moves in emotion, the moves in feelings, the moves by the incoming 5 senses.
The eyes, the ears, the nose, the taste and the tactile sense.
We are not the accumulation of memorys, feelings and emotions; nor the movements in mind.
We are not the conditioned or builded and learned 'mindfull' 'persona'.
We come on earth in form and space-time by means of a body; blueprintcoming of the meeting of an egg and semen....
That blueprint contains our whole lifespan as a seed contains the whole tree...
We come unconditioned, without borders and as pure oceanic childish open consciousness...
Our parents, our teachers and our environment take care for the growing in a individuum with borders and so on...
Not wrong by means of getting an 'ego' to maintain into the world's environment...
Lateron throughout and along our stages in life we develop from child to parent to elderness etc.
Every stage has its own 'problems' to overcome but we all end a day in leaving this bodily form by the dead of our bodys...
The bodys fall out of the consciousness but not out of the material world, going back into the elements earth, water, fire, air and ether.
The consciousness and the space stay in one and the same continuum...
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THAT INBUILD COSMIC VAST and WITHOUT BOUNDARIES CONSCIOUSNESS THAT WITNESSING SPACE the SELF IS OUR STEADY PERMANENCE...
the mind is a transforming moving event as long as we live and breathe (ATMAN). ===============================================================================
No we are just the eternal witness of this all, with some freedom to direct 'our' awareness and attention moment to moment...
As you can see that you do not cling to good or bad events, you can accept just what is coming and going...
If this is clear then its a small step to re - gain to re - remember the vastness of open consciousness coming on earth once...
We all come once on earth in this vast cosmic consciousness and had to recognise it first as 'a personal' consciousness to explore the material world.
We have to build 'egos' as seemingly prisonlike incorporated 'minds'; but every night we have to take distance from that temporary 'mindbuildings' again...
because we need deep sleep stages to recover our bodys, our 'material homes'.
In our dreams we recollect the stages of the waking state , in which we could not finish a problem in daytime;
so dreamtime is just to work out the waverings of the moving mind we could not finish in daytime....
For a good sleep, deep sleep stage, we have to return to that magic meditative spiritual wondering beginning we come with on earth once.
The difference is as child we were some like unconsciouss less or more; now we can be fully aware of all movements in mind and choose and direct and stop that wavering in mind.
Some by counting sheeps, some by meditation, some by reading , some by the usuals to get some rest after daytime...
All people return every night to that vast cosmic consciousness where the mind stops his activities to get some rest to regenerate for a new day...
We know very well if we have a good sleep, because then we come out fresh and regenerated.
We were/ARE not dead in deep sleep, no there /were/ARE/will be/ just no 'wavering or steady directed' 'mindmotions'; thats all...
In the three stages of deep sleep, dreamtime and daytime waking state there is one permanent awareness, us as witness of the three stages.
That is our true and permanent SELF, we can be aware, have in mindfullness whatever we are 'doing'...
We are like the center of a turning wheel: the middle is still at the circumference are all movements and 'actions'.

29 august 2005
Blissiness
You are your Presence in 'what is your next thought coming up' steady and always here now: be aware of THAT
Like a combustionchamber's content your thoughts come and go; do not hold them too long:)...
Accepting THAT is following the blueprint of the seed as which you are coming into the world of forms and time [maya].
You only can be what is in the seed's blueprint... like all seeds do...
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If you do not get forgiveness from someone you do pain; forgive yourself and do not harm next time; be kindley towards
the new possible others you encounter.

August 28:

It is in pardoning that we are pardoned. – Saint Francis of Assisi

There are times when past mistakes swim into our vision and do their best to consume us in guilt or regret .
At such times it is essential to repeat the mantram and turn all our attention outwards, away from ourselves.
Analyzing our mistakes and dwelling on how to repay them is of no earthly benefit at all.
If, when you were in Milwaukee, you happened to say s something insulting about your girlfriend’s dog,
it is not necessary to go to Milwaukee and find your old girlfriend or her dog to make amends.
Every dog you treat with kindness will be a proxy for that dog. If you have treated a particular person badly,
even if you can no longer win that person’s forgiveness, you can still win the forgiveness of yourself,
of the Lord of Love within, by bearing with people who treat you badly and doing your best not to treat anyone badly again.
Whatever we have done, we ca n always make amends for it without ever looking back in guilt or sorrow.

See this as 'my' living - scriptorium living - essay:)

Perfection and imperfection are both 'mindworking' manifestations...
Being total is something of the heart...
Please see the difference in what is a 'mind' case and a 'heart' case:)...

Daily and weekly 'moves' in Consciousness : not permanent staying; just clarifying

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Bliss-I-ness Space in Consciousness : synonymous with eternal nondualistic Absolute Permanence : transformation in time - space

by means of Breathing in and fresh coming alive every split moment again; while Breathing out and leaving the old behind by not clinging to That

Breathing [* ATMAN] : Please give us SHANTOSHAM - PEACE [ original birth's BLISS-satisfaction and contentment ] and help us to get ZHINE [ Calmness ] o eternal SELF


Re - remembering the State we all are born into and coming On Earth by Conception in the Union of two other Souls


We all get with the (re)birth a form [body] , a name, manifesting transforming presence: pure consciousness with a changing content on lightspeed:)!!!
Really THAT what we ARE WITNESS, does not change...
of the moment to moment changing CONTENT of our MIND, which CHANGES quicker than the CONTENT [fresh fuel or burned fuel] of combustionchambers in an engine...

Our body is subject of steady transformation too; birth form changes to the 'look' we die with...

The reflection of Shiva[God] in Prakruti [the Nature] as Jiva [the Individual]
De weerspiegeling van Het Ene Shiva via de Natuur Prakruti in het individu
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This single, unitary divinity had several aspects and names in the Upanishads,
one of the most important of which is Atman, a word that originally meant "breath" or "soul" or "vital principle"
(as the word "Atmen" does in German and "ademen" in Dutch). As a cosmological principle or deity, Atman seems to be something like
"universal soul" or "universal spirit." In the Brihad-Aranyaka Upanishad ,
Atman is explicitly called a * Person, better an individual that created the universe by first splitting himself into male and female halves.
In the Chandogya Upanishad, this single god is called Brahman, and is "the One without a second";
this Brahman is not only the principle and creator of all there is,
but is also fully present within each individual
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Persona comes from Ancient ?Latin / Greek 'personare', what means sounds through a mask, an actor who speaks through a mask.
While Índividual means : a unique indivisible one; coming from Ancient Latin / ?Greek 'individuus' what means indivisible.
Ok in Silence NOW; like abide in calm meditation...with a non moving mind, just 'witnessing' the stream of thoughts:)
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Only through your relationship with others will you be able to recognize yourself - not through the theory of consideration.
The development of your conduct is the surest signpost to yourself - it is the mirror of your consciousness.

Krishnamurti

Silence
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Paternity is a creation of the old roman empire and its laws: just to ensure a 'correct' deliverance of material goods for instance,
In history mankind become from hunters - nomads to farmers, tribes, clans and later on to city states inhabitants , nations , Earth-world-inhabitants etc.

In Dutch: De Maya Kalender en de transformatie van het bewustzijn by Carl Johan Calleman.
In English: The Mayan Calendar: and the Transformation of Consciousness by Carl Johan Calleman.
So it has nothing to do with deliverance and educate children...
The only way to 'help' children is support them to become what their seed contains, to feed their own inbuild creativity...
Children rizing and making a copy of their parents is just wasting energy; it brings no evolution of mankind etc.
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- Dona nobis pacem - miserere mei [ Grant us Peace - Have mercy on Me ]

- Gloria in excelcis deo et in terra pacem [ Glory to God in the Highest and Peace on Earth ]

- Kyrie eleison, Patrem omnipotentem [ Lord, have Mercy, Father Almighty ]
Lumen et lumine, vivos et mortos [ Light from Light, The Living and the Dead ]
Deo non erit fines [ God will not end ]

- Mea Culpa in Nomine Deo [ Throught My Fault in the Name of The Lord ]

- Salva me [ Save me ]

- Communio [* let us live and serve in communion to the growth from darkness [not knowing by heart] to the eternal LIGHT [ flame ] we all are participate in...]
*: red. Blissiness: we are as hollow bamboo's , as burning lights candles: the Body is the Candle; the immanent transforming Heart space inside is the eternal LIGHT [flame]

- Lux: Requiem aeterna, Dona eis domine [ Eternal rest grant unto them ]
Et lux perpetuam luceat eim [ Let Perpetual Light Shine on them ]

- Amen


gutta cavat lapidem non vi, sed saepe cadendo { The drop undermines the biggest rock, not by his force, just by steady falling }
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This i get from 'my' father.
Please Father, forgive me and 'my' wrong shaped intentions; meaning to do 'the good' and 'evil';( once as LIVED DEVIL:)
Father, i forgive myself in the name of the SELF we all are born in; the Consciousness space we all come into live...eternally...
A special Thanks too to Ramana Maharshi, Nisagardatta Maharaj and Osho the former Rajneesh Bhagwan:).

Thanks to all people (pure consciousness all) who give me (pure consciousness too) the Chance AND Change to OPEN 'my' eyes to Reality:
Thanks to 'my' parents, to 'my' ex-wife and 'my' children, all 'my' teachers and All 'teaching' human beings i met in 'my' life....

they all give me lots of situations to learn from...
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The more difficult the barriers, the more harder i could fight first against 'the others', later against 'myself'....:)
As long as i needed to understand what was really happening as interaction and interhumanly etc.
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Its not a debt that i build up, no i tend just to be not awake in daytime , nighttime and deep sleep...
So one who is not aware , not 'knowing' , not 'wise', has no blame; only eyes to open for reality...

Silence....

Like a river never is the same from moment to moment changing in form and streaming...
A man's content in consciousness has one steady streaming reality:
The eternal Now has one permanence: the name is constant transformation, constant changing, constant renewing movement...
Thats all we have: it is not really an paradox...

With every breathe (transformation in mind too) in we get a new life , a new birth;
sure if we can leave the old breathe (the old stuff in mind from moment to moment) behind...

We all are pure transformation: thats our permanence: constant transformation: not clinging to the old stuff...
simply because it is steady history and lived and old as form; just like a snake leaves the old skin etc...

So i declare now The Static me is dead; is gone...

I try to announce the birth of a new Dynamical me: every second and every breathe in...
Naturally i 'know' and i have to accept the 'old' forms, the old 'branches' because of the body forms etc.
I just have to accept what manifests as me, will steady have the name my father give me once.
Thats quite easy in daily use.

Blissiness wakes up: i regain the bliss again , i was born with and that i lost in getting a little more grown up:)
Everyone goes AND the Same way AND still a sure INDIVIDUAL path: from no ego to ego to no ego again:)
Its normal that the ego is gone before someone dies; every night we leave our ego's behind to get some release for the body
in deep sleep period after the dreamtime in which we reorganize the problems of daytime...
Just by living as total as possible; always into the NOW; always Handling totally complete, leaving no traces behind...
there will be lesser and lesser dreams to reorganize something in, because in 'daytime' things are completed and finished...
Once a manifestation is finished and closed, it needs no repeat in dreams...
Thats as simple as clear as a blue sky too:)

Thats why Blissiness have a birth in this space on internet.

Om Namah Shivaya, Namaste, I bow to the Self in everyone of the over six billion [people's] consciousness[es]...

Tomorrow 15 august 2005 it will be Mary's going to heaven-day.
The day that i start taking distance in living apart eleven years ago now:)
Because my mother and my brother gave me the chance and opporunity to do so.
Thanks 'Mamma' and Henry for that.
In the eleven years i could read lots of books.
My father used to say: take a book and read:); i did it all the time steady.
If you wanna know what i read bit by bit in the eleven years you have to take time to look at the following pages.
Much readed i recognise and refind in the daily manifestations; so not only readed but LIVED too often...
Not as a book; but as real experiences too.
Thanks all people who make me ATTENTIVE NOW HERE PRESENCE and give me awareness in the here and now...
Just by confronting me with my errors and illusions...

A former classmate i meet last week and he tells me to to crawl in the skin of a person, giving some support;
and not 'your' well meant advices [or projections of your own lifepath]; simply because each life path is fresh and new and traceless...
A son does not becoming a copy of the father; no he needs a fresh new living with real and own experiences...
Some support can be good and not more than that:)...
Just generations that 'generate' nothing new, leads to 'dead'; feeding with new creativity leads to new life experiences...

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